I didn't expect that this kind of things will gonna happened and had something to do of what i have done and said. Though i already regretted those actions on which i am accountable with, but somehow i need to take it as part of my growing. I have to deal those things that caused some pain in both parties. Anyhow, a reality check of life has become clearer towards of being a better person. I am just thankful because it made me realized that no one can pushed you a better ones rather by yourself. I am more determined, focused and continue believing my self that all that matters is family itself. Learning to love my self more instead of hating. Therefore, life must go on, awaiting for the rainbow to come down and see those beautiful colors of life in a long run. God bless us all.