Life

Some things are worth waiting for. Indeed this statement somehow has a great impact to those many who are patiently waiting for what they wanted to get. Anyhow, as a human i sometimes lose my temper/frustrations and disappointment. Sure it is very rewarding. Yes, NO and Wait of which each word has its own explanation. Waiting is a very long process. When you are eager to get that what is needed is a mix of doubts and hopes.

How life is treating you now? Has it been fair to you?

I complained. I asked Why. I don't understand. I guess it's just state of my mind. I wanted to do this and that. I wanted to achieve this and that. But every moment i wanna reach that wants the more it gets harder. I wanted to have a rush answer, i need it immediately. I know i don't have the right to complain. There has to be a time in all necessary things than selfish rapid actions. Then in the end i will only regret it. I am just pushing it too hard. But what's wrong with it? It has reason why.

It can wait i guess. So i just pray and wish somehow that with the right time, i hope not too late. Because i really wanted it so badly. Of course what we've got now is consider as one of the blessings happened on this early year. Though we need lots of adjustments and those past few months already gone and it will get better sooner or later.

I claimed. And thank you for answering my prayer with YES.


Love,

ELen