coffee deprived

Coffee is my morning mate and i can drink any time if wanted to. Last week, i decided to have a try not to drink coffee as i am depending on it and somehow my system is addicted to it. I gave it a try after my 3N1 instant coffee were gone. At work, every time i passed by our staffs lounge, i always smell coffee. The aroma just feeling my senses. Oh no, no no..Then i decided to have a hot milk (condensed milk) and it worked good. Yesterday my son wanted to get a breakfast from fastfood, so here we went. My son said, are you not going to get your coffee? ... oh the smell again of coffee..so i did..i failed..Today, as we stayed to a hotel because we went out in out of town. My son found the coffee and he said, u can your coffee mama..And our breakfast at the hotel, he gave me coffee, and i can' resist it..And so, i will start again..no coffee at home coz i did not buy one even habibi told me that i am out if coffee..don't want temptations drives me to have coffee..let's see ha ha ha..