When is Enough?

Once is just fine, twice is a warning, thrice is a threat and after that is a loss. Many times i have been accused and being accused the things that i never did. Anyhow, i am just so forgiving person. I forgive but i can't forget because that made me strong and learned out from it. I easily get along with people that i can be with. Many times i was broken hearted with false and charged with wrongdoings without hearing my side. I guess i am just too good to be true, so it happens all the time. Two or three small group of friends is more than enough to me. Acquaintances is very welcome. But i don't share any personal secrets to them only to a person that deserves it. I lost friends because of that, i gained friends at the same time. It really broke my heart when i heard things and cause the friendship ruined. I haven't met a person that is so cruel not until i proved it. I'd rather just enjoy myself with my own company than to find out, without my knowledge, i am already in trouble. I see so much hatred and can't deny it to myself that i felt that way too. What will i get then if i cling to that bad feelings? Nothing. So by now i have to learn living my own world, the world that i belong to. No jealousy, no pretensions, no weary at all. And that world is my family, my friends that i consider a family.

How many entries i have today? hhmmm..yeah, when my mind and emotions mixed up i can write anything based on how i feel and heard and read.

Anyway, i didn't know that i have few websites that i joined in not until a friend told me that i have this and that. Oh yeah, and i even forgot the password and user names. Few attempts and i gave up. I click the 'forgot password' indeed it helped. Huh! Why i did not do it after trying many times? I guess i was thinking of just same password but i was wrong, lol. So i did it. I had friendcircles, hi5, tagged, multiply, myspace, xanga, myfacebook and friendster. Because i can't cope up all of those i decided to delete them all. I have one left friendster account and that's i am using now. I am just avoiding some crappy characters coz the more i connected with people that used to know, the more i am in trouble. I do not know the intentions and i don't understand the point. Maybe better that way.

Whoever reads this, i hope you find this as learning with open minds. thnx.